Tuesday, February 6, 2007

I Hate Me

I wake up feeling sad and morose and negative every morning. Every single day I wake up feeling like that. Did every writer/journalist/actor feel like I did. While my friends think it’s a phase that everyone goes through I have my doubts. Could the ‘phase’ last this long. Why was I feeling incompetent and useless all the time. I want to give up my job. I want to try something new AGAIN. I want to wake up happy and smiling. Then why don’t I do it? Its because I’m afraid. I’m afraid because im beginning to realise I’m not cut out to do the job I’m doing. I’m afraid of people getting to know about the same. I made one career mistake, I couldn’t be making another one so soon. What will everyone say? What will everyone think of me?

I LOVE HATE Mail

A Hate Mail I got .... It made me happy .. atleast some one was reacting to what i was writing ...
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Do you know what you are writing, I think you should spend more time in reading about what's happening in world rather than sticking to this topic. I know you hate Shiv Sena because Shiv Sena is for Hindus and we don't tolerate indecency and moreover we want our children to learn and respect our rich culture, rather than imitating or learning some thing not nice.


I like reporters writing articles like "self improvement, learn good things from other" which can benefit young generation, not damn writing about
"Valentine day" which will not give anything.

I have been to Mumbai just three months ago, I was sick and tired watching boring programs in TV and reading boring articles in paper written by people like you, who seldom read "BBCNews/CNN/FoxNew" or watch foreign programs. Other than "Naach ganna" , "Nautanki" and showing boy's wearing girly clothes nothing new I saw on TV. What can the masses learn or read when they have great reporter like you.

Don't criticise Shiv Sena, because people like you should sit down in front of mirror and ask some questions "am I a good reporter, how can I attract more readers, what can I give to readers others than wasting their time by writing crap".

Thank GOD you are in Mumbai, I can assure you that you will never dare to write if you were in "Saudi or in some muslim" country.

Not impressed with your writing at all.